Cardiac Concern

This morning, I had another cardiac episode. For those who don't know, during my pregnancy with Ian, we discovered I had an electrophysiological condition that would cause my heart to go into atrial fibrilation and then kick off into tachycardia. We thought the condition resolved itself when they ended the pregnancy by c-section and took Ian at 36 weeks. However, this is the second episode in a couple of weeks. So, I will be seeing my cardiologist again next Friday on the 25th. Ironically, July 3rd was exactly a year from when we originally discovered my condition and was rushed to the ER and later admitted to the ICU. Anyway, I will go next Friday and see what my doctor recommends. Our adoption will very much hinge on the upcoming decisions he makes and on the letters he writes for our medical reports. I know there is a reason for this and God is in control. Please pray that I will trust and not shake my fist. Admittedly, I am growing angrier by the hour. Interesting that I should hear the lesson on worship yesterday.